I don’t necessarily want a gf right now but if I did, Ariana Grande would be perfect haha. Because she’s beautiful. Because I’d wanna go on dates with her, not fuck her. I mean I would but that wouldn’t be the point of our relationship. I wanna girl that I can have fun with, be my self around and do crazy shit with. I need a girl that has no shame in being her self. Also, if you couldn’t tell from my blog, I love big breast haha. SO… A GF would be one with big breasts, no shame and not one based off of sex. BAMMM

Today is 20 years after the death of my Uncle Richard. I miss you and love you.

Here is a poem as a reminder.

Running At My Own Stride

You work and sculpt your feelings into shape
Searching for your kind, Finding those who relate

A window in your castle, you see grains of thought
Opening up and being free is the answer, but your caught

Caught up in a world full of misunderstandings and hate
I’m not going to let society choose and pick my fate

Riding along on my own dreams
Catching a taste of the mystical streams

My foundation is sturdy that’s all you need to succeed
The tide comes in, a pile of dirt is what I achieve

Under the dirt lies the power to go no limits set
How can I love life this much, but still feel regret

A constant circle of loss and gain, when will it end
A negative energy to the world is what I send

I build, its destroyed, I keep finding reasons
Life is split in four, one for each season

I learn the secret to unlock my brain
That life is one big constant gain

Everything is forever, memories never die
Regret is the feeling when I don’t even try

Find a way to overcome earth’s deadly grip
Shock the world, changes need to come in a big rip

Your castle of fire is put out by the tide
I definitely am different running at my own stride

Alone in the darkness I need to find the light
Getting love from the world is a constant fight

Why can’t I have no brain at all
Then I wouldn’t care, I’d just let humanity fall

Richard Gross 02/24/1992

Enjoy Your Life Everyone…